Session 2

Well, it nearly a year since my first post. Sometimes my good ideas never develop into much. So here's try 2.

Today, I thought about how stupid I was to get married nearly 15 yrs ago. I haven't been feeling well these last 2 days and I just wanted to go home and rest. I thought about how if I wasn't married I could go home and rest; get up later and maybe eat a bowl of cereal; watch a little tv or whatever. I went further to think that even though I am overweight and don't feel pretty at all...men are such pigs I could probably have a half dozen goof balls happy to hear from me if I wanted a little ah, male company.

In fact, I realise lately that it's hard taking care of two people. I have always been somewhat an independent person who tends to spoil the men in my life and take care of them. Well, I'm getting too old for that kind of stuff. I tease my husband because I watch all the CSI's and Forensic shows that I'm gathering info to get rid of him. But, I don't plan on doing it. But, no and then I think about life as me not me & him.